So one fine morning, I dengar Keret's live and dia mention pasal Enneagram Test untuk kenal personality masing2. So I did the test and rasa kelakar sebab... I am a peacemaker and challenger at the same time! Macam dua personality yang contradict with each other la.

Actually results tu tunjuk aku lebih dominant as type 9 tapi type 8 pun tak kalah juga ye sebab markah antara dua2 component ni beza dia beberapa points saja. Type ketiga yang tertinggi adalah Type 7. Kiranya aku 9wing8 atau 9w8 person with 7 as subtypes.

Link untuk baca explanation Type 8: Sini

Link untuk baca exlanation Type 9: Sini

So lepas baca explanation kat atas, aku rasa macam yer dua2 side ni, dua dua character ni adalah character yang aku ada and boleh kira sama rata dominant dia. So aku pun tengok lah youtube punya explanation pasal this 9w8 punya character.

Kat video pertama tu, youtuber tu exlain dia 9w8 and character dia macam dia jenis steady go with the flow until dia explode. Pastu its a big explode pastu then I'm good again. Weh tu macam aku dohhh

Hahaha aku memang kalau tak tahan geram sangat aku explode terus pastu tak rasa marah dah. Macam marah situ habis situ. So betul lah tu character aku?

Pastu aku baca lagi comment dekat youtube videos kedua ada juga comments yang I find it interesting macam:

"I'm a 9 who identifies most with the 8 wing. I find that when I step in like you mentioned, with anger or to referee or whatever, the reason I soon step back "out of the game," looking for the peace again, is because I feel really bad that I was part of conflict or possibly caused the conflict. And I don't know what to do with those feelings."

Hmmm betul la tuu. Aku pun rasa macam apa yang commentor ni rasa.

"As a 9w8, I can confirm that I do have one or two people blacklisted. If I see someone who is abusing their power, even just making fun in a mean-spirited way, and making people feel small, I slap an imaginary "not to be trusted" sign on their forehead. And I don't want to be in the vicinity. Yuck."

Weh komen ni mengingatkan ku pada incident E dan F and why E and me dah tak bertegur sapa dah leas ituu (Hi idetta yang baca niii). If you know, you know.

Dalam another youtube videos, I find this comment which describe 90% of me jugak hahaha

"Good video! I'm pretty certain I'm a 9w8- but us 9's are so nebulous I can't 100% say for sure lol. I prefer peace to conflict but I won't tolerate the abuse of children or vulnerable people (8 protectiveness) and if you push me too far or attack my loved ones I can become very assertive and strong willed. I have faced down my bosses at work before, and won. I do have a temper and I don't repress it like the 1 wing does.

Peace and diplomacy are ALWAYS preferable though. Always. I'm a good mediator and I like bridging the gap between conflicted people. I find solace in nature. Walking/hiking or just swinging in a hammock, looking at the vast starry sky or the magic of the sunset is what brings me joy. The ocean too. I also love to learn and gain knowledge (at one point I thought I might be a 5w4) but the problem is I can happily sit and research mythology, fantasy novels, other cultures, psychology, Enneagram etc all day and not actually DO anything. Typical 9 procrastination.

On the other hand I think it saves us from the rat-race. I look at all the workaholics of the world and wonder what it's all worth in the end. Other types never stop to appreciate what they have or what's around them- always seeking more "stuff" and more external validation. I don't need that. I do struggle with taking initiate and self-starting though, but if an external deadline is set for me I will work to it with incredible determination and get it done- which is probably the 8 wing.

I've got a dry/sarcastic sense of humour which could be the 8 wing or maybe a bit of the 1 wing coming through idk. I do think the 8 adds passion though, some fire behind the eyes, which I love when it flares up, but my natural state is the neutral calmness of the 9. Anyway thanks for the video. I'm interested to see if you or any other 9's related to this."

Its interesting to read someone else's personality and find many similarities in your own personalities. Rasa macam commentor atas ni tengah describe diri aku yang sebenar.

 Aku baru je experience sesuatu yang tak sihat untuk jantung ku pagi tadi. Kepala pili air rumah sewa tercabut!!! Arghh panik weh dah lah lambat nak pergi kerja tiba-tiba kepala air tu tercabut.

Cerita dia start dengan aku bangun nak pergi mandi pastu tengok pressure air yang keluar tu sangat lah perlahan, aku pun pusing sikit pili yang dekat dengan sinki nak gosok gigi tu. Tapi pressure air masih lagi slow ya amat.

Aku pun pusing lah pili kat singki tempat basuh pinggang tu. Dengar lah bunyi air lalu makin kuat tapi pressure air masih slow. Aku pun tak tau nak buat apa, biar je lah aku pun mandi and bersiap nak pergi kerja.

Pastu masa mandi tu air makin turun banyak dari atap tu. Aku stress lama-lama sebab bunyi kuat and air melempah. Bila dah siap mandi tu aku pun pergi lah balik tempat kedua2 pili tu nak tutup, pili pertama okay dah tutup. Pili kedua tu pulak, bila nak pusing dia tak jadi apa. 

Aku pun pelik lah, aku try pusing lagi sekali kau terbukak terus. Mungkin aku tersalah pusing kot, aku pusing ke arah nak bukak makin besar, bukan nya nak bukak makin tutup. Tapi aku bukan nya sengaja. Aku memang niat nak tutup tu so aku pun pusing dengan niat nak tutup tapi mayba aku tersalah pusing sebaliknya tanpa sengaja.

Lalu tercabut lah pili air tu dengan disebabkan pressure air yg kuat. Haih ni la pasal aku tak suka pegang pili air. Patut nya kau biar kan je air slow, bukan nya tak biasa. Tapi tulah aku ingat kan aku dah betul, bukak pili air sikit pastu tutup lah.

Rupa-rupanya (maybe) bila aku nak tutup tu, aku pusing ke arah yang salah. Memang melimpah lah air tu cerita dia. Memang banjir lah dapur tu. Aku pulak nak tutup air tu tak boleh sebab pressure air tu kuat weh, terus melimpah ke rumah bawah.

Aku pun panik lah sebab air melimpah, dengan banjir nya dengan aku nak pergi kerja lagi. Terus call kak zaza tapi dia tak angkat pula. Aku pergi call Wana haha tapi dia tengah kerja. Aku pun jemmm tapi tak boleh nak buat apa, aku call lah kak Zaza balik. Tapi suami dia angkat kot, mesti dia pelik dengar suara aku yang panik pastu last-last dia pass phone dekat kak Zaza.

Last last kak Zaza suruh aku tutup pili air kat bawah. Aku pun lega lah sikit sebab dah ada solusi. Hahaha bengong kan. Padahal itu je lah solusi yang ada. Aku pun bersiap gosok and pakai tudung cepat-cepat pastu turun bawah cepat-cepat. Aku macam nak keluar dari situasi tu, taknak dah duduk situ. Stress pulak air makin keluar.

Tapi ada lagi satu masalah pula, dah aku tak tau pili air yang mana satu pulak yang kat bawah tu. So kak Zaza kata tengok paip mana yang menghala ke rumah dia. Aku nak tengok pili menghala ke rumah mana pun tak boleh sebab air tengah mencurah-curah dari atas. Kalau pergi nanti baju kerja aku basah. Last-last aku tutup je semua pili kat bawah tu hahaha.

Kesian pulak rumah orang lain tapi nak buat gimana saya tak boleh tengok pili ke arah mana satu rumah sewa tu. So bila dah tutup semua pili maknanya salah satu akan menghala ke rumah tu lah. Aku harap aku tutup pili air yang betul.

Pastu dah tutup pili air tu terus mesej kak Zaza. Sekarang tengah tunggu kak Zaza update. Masa tengah tunggu train tu, dalam usaha nak tenangkan diri sendiri, aku pikir tak baik betul situasi ni untuk jantung aku. And aku terfikir macam mana lah kalau aku duduk sorang-sorang yer. Aku nak call siapa? Macam mana kalau tu rumah aku and pili air terbukak? Ni mujur lah harini memang kak Zaza nak datang weh.

Pastu macam mana aku nak tinggal hidup berdikari sorang-sorang kalau benda macam ni pun aku tak boleh settle. Wehhh aku baru first time kot hadapi semua ni, aku tak pernah belajar kat mana-mana pun pasal pili air tercabut ni nak kena buat apa. Mungkin benda simple nak pusing pili ke arah mana pun aku masih belajar.

Huaa sedih lah jugak sebab aku rasa helpless dalam situasi tadi. Biasanya aku akan relax juga kalau ada masalah tapi maybe sebab masalah air mencurah ni akan involve banyak lagi masalah seperti dapur jadi banjir, air turun ke rumah orang lain dan boleh jadi whatsapp jiran tetangga jadi kecoh.

Bapak overthinking kan aku huhu. Weh taccod. Ni pun sekarang aku berharap yang aku tutup pili air bawah tu dengan betul. Sebab takut jugak kalau jadi banjir kat rumah tu habis lah semua barang-barang dalam rumah tu basah. Banyak benda dalam rumah tu akan rosak and aku kena bayar ganti rugi.

Aduh tiba-tiba aku jadi makin panik pula memikirkan semua ni. Tiba-tiba aku terfikir macam mana kalau aku tak tutup pili air yang betul? Macam mana kalau aku tutup pili air yang salah and rumah tengah banjir sekarang at the same time aku tengah update blog ni? Macam mana kalau pusing sebenarnya clockwise tapi aku pergi pusing anti clockwise dan rumah makin banjir. Aduh tapi aku tengah kerja huhu.

Ya Allah tolong lah bantu hamba Mu ni Ya Allah. Buatlah supaya aku dah tutup pili yang betul. Buatlah supaya kak Zaza datang cepat-cepat kat rumah tu and tolong tengokkan sama ada aku dah tutup pili air yang betul atau aku tutup pili air yg salah. Huaaaa tacodd

Setiap hari nampak ada orang jual baju kat Tiktok. Yang paling mendominasi, baju tido lah. Ada yang jual baju tido satin, ada yang jual baju tido cotton premium pair ada yang jual baju saja. Aku pun dah terjebak beli baju tidur lengan blouse dgn Tik Tok user nama @MakTeh

Aku rasa macam wehhh gigihnya semua orang yang jual dalam live ni. kadang kena ulang banyak kali sebab ada user tiktok baru masuk. Kadang kena ulang tunjuk design banyak kali. Kadang-kadang lamaaa sangat buat live takde pembeli jugak.

Aku nampak macam-macam jenis penjual dari yang dapat beratus viewers sampailah yang 19 je viewers. Pastu dari yang mudah dapat customer sampai lah yang susah dapat customers. Aku kadang-kadang rasa nak beli sebab kesian jer haha tapi kena kesian kat diri sendiri dulu. Semoga murah rezeki lah semua peniaga yang berjualan di TikTok dan di mana-mana social media pun.

Got me thinking like aku ni taknak jual apa2 ke? Asyik habiskan duit je beli itu beli ini. Dah ada hobby shopping ni kena ada hobi suka cari duit lah pula. Kena ada balance between duit masuk dan duit keluar.

Dah lah skincare aku mahal huhuhu. Total semua sekali ada laa dalam rm100-rm200. Makan setiap hari food panda. Pastu suka beli air coffee mahal-mahal. Bulan August ni memang tak berjimat langsung laa. Memang aku berbelanja macam tak ingat dunia.

Adoii apa laaa. Dah lah aku akan berhenti kerja tak lama lagi. Aku harap aku boleh buat bisnes dengan baik selepas ni dan dapat income rm2000 dan ke atas konsisten setiap bulan. Aminn. Tapi tu lah aku masih tak tau nak buat bisnes apa. Aku rasa macam nak buat bisnes skincare tapi tak yakin pulak huhu.

Entah lah nokk. Nanti lah fikir balik.

Happiness is buying new baju tido for yourself

 14 days till my last day as Retail Executive.

One year ago, I had no idea what will happen today. I was a final year student, planning to continue my Shaklee business. But things changed when I took enumerator as part time job, I just wanted some money back then.

Upon seeing Ilyani & Rosnani got new permanent job (as nutritionist and retail manager), I started to apply for professional job. I send in resumes to companies that were hiring. At first, I did it just because I was bored. Bored with my life. So applying for job was the only activity I find interesting to do back then.

But, suddenly I received a call from the hiring manager from one of the companies that I have applied job for. And in the blink of eyes, I was hired. On the same day I want for my interview. Everything went so fast and so well.

Now, seven months have passed. I enjoy my work, I enjoy my position. But deep down I feel bored? Not sure whether bored is the right word. But I am neither happy nor sad. Not feeling contented and not stress. I have no feeling, I'm emotionless.

I enjoy doing my work, but maybe I miss the human interaction. Yeah I can talk with my customers, but entah lah I just feel like craving for a change.

Last few months, nenek jatuh sakit. She was found unconscious in the bathroom, probably the effect of hypoglycemia since she has diabetes and it was fasting month. So cik ramlee suruh mak balik untuk jaga nenek, but knowing mum I know she won't be happy if she stays in Pahang.

She's so much happier in Puchong and I don't want to stress her out. Plus mak and nenek tak rapat sangat so I know she will be stress kalau duduk kampung and jaga nenek. But I also understand why Cik Ramlee insists nak mak stay kat kampung. It's nenek's wish and nak someone jaga nenek betul2. He wants the best for his mum, but I want the best for my mum too.

So I decide to volunteer as tribute as the one yang balik kampung and take care of nenek properly. Plus I don't really have commitment yg terikat dengan bank, so I'm the one yg paling suitable la nak balik kampung. Cikda dah ada family, Aziera masih study and mak memang taknak balik kampung.

Actually, I am okay with this idea sebab aku lagi prefer duduk rumah dari pergi kerja hahaha. Tapi aku nak duit juga. I want my own income, I wanna have my own monthly income. I still wants to but good skincare for myself every month and treat myself with good foods regularly. Kalau tak everyday pun at least once per week.

I still want to be able to buy everything that I wanna buy without feeling bad because its my money and by spending I won't go broke because I will still have money.

And most importantly I still wanna give donation regularly. I realize when I have lots of money, I don't berkira2 to sedekah. I can give people money sincerely when I know I'll still get the salary at the end of the month. I am able to choose the best for myself and my family. I love having enough money.

So I have to do something lah to sustain that monthly income, but this time around its by dong any business. Cik Ramlee suggest me to be a car insurance agent cuz he see the demand kat sana when no one is doing Takaful insurance untuk kereta. Plus he's a car sales advisor, so he said he can help supplying the customers.

I'm interested with this idea pun sebab he said he can supply the customers. Hahaha. senang betol buat duit. Tapi I'm scared because I know nothing about cars at all and this is totally opposite with my interests. But the demand is there. Customers are everywhere, just need to pass the exam and get the license.

So I might go for this path while jaga nenek. Tapi at the same time I feel like want to sell skincare, since I've started to have interests on skincare products. Tapi at the same time I feel scared juga sebab I'm scared no one will buy from me. Hahaha. I'm such a scaredy cat.

I am scared to take risks, to try something new and most importantly scared of losing. I'd rather not trying that losing. Tapi sampai bila nak takut. I'm 25 already and in 4 months, I'll be unofficially 26 years old. Takkan takde duit sendiri, takkan takde income sendiri.

At least need to do something for my future and career lah kan. Need to start somewhere. Tapi where is the path to this somewhere? I don't know. Its still blurry. I still don't know whether being insurance agent is a good thing, or should I start selling skincare too or just do both at the same time. Or should I become a content creator and create contents. Tapi tak pandai...

Hmm entahlah nokk

Assalamualaikum semua. Currently Azie tengah baca buku self-development yang bertajuk The 5am Club by Robin Sharma. Basically buku ni pasal kebaikan bangun pagi sewal 5 pagi dan the morning routine yang orang-orang hebat amalkan.

Actually Azie belum habis baca sepenuhnya, ada lagi 1/4 yang Azie kena baca tapi Azie dah jumpa banyak gila quote yang best-best dari buku ni. So post kali ni adalah senarai quotes atau pun kata-kata yang Azie dapat daripada buku tu dan Azie rasa nak tulis kat sini.

Cuba tengok mana tahu anda semua pembaca blog saya pun boleh ambil benefit kan.

The 5am Club: Own Your Morning. Elevate Your Live.

"Life's too short to play small with your talents"

"Limitation is nothing more than a mentality that too many good people practice daily until they believe it's reality."

"You're exactly where you need to be to receive the growth necessary for you to lead the unusually productive, extremely prodigious and exceptionally influential life that you've earned through your harshest trial."

"The truth is that every challenging event you've experienced, each toxic person that you've encountered and all the trials you've endured have been perfect preparation to make you into the person that you are now."

"Ideas are worth nothing unless backed by application. The smallest of implementations is always worth more than the grandest of intentions."

"World class begins where you comfort zone ends"

"Walking into the very things that scare you is how you reclaim your forgotten power."

"Your surroundings really do shape your perceptions, your inspirations and your implementation"

"One who sweats more in the training bleeds less in war"

"Every professional was once an amateur, and every master started as a beginner."

"Ordinary people can accomplish extraordinary feats, once they've routinized the right habits."

"The job of the leader is to help disbelievers embrace your vision, the powerless to overcome their weakness and the hopeless to develop faith."

"Obstacles are nothing more than tests designed to measure how seriously you want the rewards that your ambitions seek. They show up to determine how willing you are to improve into the kind of person who can hold that amount of success."

"To find your best self you must lose your weak self. And that only happens through relentless improvements, continuous reflection and ongoing self-excavation."

"All change is hard at first, messy in the middle and gorgeous at the end"

"Nothing work for those who don't do the work."

"Victims love entertainment. Victors adore education."

"Nearly every morning, I envision my ideal performance for the day ahead. I also reach deep into my emotions so I feel what it will feel like when I achieve the wins I've planned to accomplish."

"The old "you" must die before the best "you" can be born."

"Great power is unleashed with a simple start"

"Small things matter when it comes to mastery"

"With better daily awareness you can make better daily choices, and with better daily choices you'll start seeing better daily results."

"Consistency really is the DNA of mastery."

"No one will believe n our ability to do great things until we first believe in our greatness and then put in the sincere and rigorous effort to realize it."

"There's a staggering difference between being busy and being productive"

"Being busy doesn't mean you're being productive"

"Stop managing your time and start managing your focus."

Banyak sangat quote yang Azie gariskan dalam buku ni that I decide to put in this blog. Azie sangat-sangat recommend buku ni kepada anda semua untuk baca. Sesiapa yang perlukan kata-kata semangat, especially kalau nak start buat sesuatu contohnya business ke, study ke arts ke, try baca buku ni to get the motivation that you need. InsyaAllah mesti rasa bersemangat.

Itu saja post kali ni. See you in next posts. Bye bye

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I'm not sure this is sambal terung berlada atau sambal ayam berlada, tapi I used the same recipe kalau nak masak sambal terung atau sambal ayam yang jenis guna cili padi, bukan sambal guna cili giling tu. 

As this is the way that I usually cook and sebab Azie dah sebati dengan hasil yang macam ni, so Azie nama kan this recipe as my was of Sambal Terung Berlada featuring Ayam (Sort of sambal ayam yang ditambah terunglah).

I started using this recipe masa duduk dekat rumah sewa dekat Sungai Buloh, masa ada clinical attachment dekat Hospital Sungai Buloh masa bulan July tahun lepas after beberapa kali improvised the cooking step, I finally settle with this recipe.

Previously, I used kiub pati ayam maggie to make it delicious but as time goes by, I found that replacing the chicken cube with tomatoes give the same taste, or even a better taste, as tomato serve as the naturally-occuring MSG when you cook it as the paste together with onions and garlic.

(I'm sorry if my english sebenarnya salah haha)

So here's the recipe.

BAHAN-BAHAN

• Bawang merah 1 biji saiz sederhana
• Bawang putih 5 biji
• Halia saiz ibu jari
• Tomato 1 biji
• Cili 3-4 biji
• Terung 1 biji setengah
• Ayam bahagian dada
• Sos Tiram
• Serbuk kunyit
• Garam & Gula

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